He does not need me. Maybe if I were younger. If I did not make so many mistakes. He could just use someone else to do what He needs done. These thoughts will come and go. That is when you rebuke the devil, praise God, and keep going about your day. Sounds easy enough, right? I did not start to have a relationship with God until I was 27 years old. I felt all the love in the world when I decided to dedicate my life to serving God. Until the thoughts came. It would happen early in the morning or when I sat alone. Seemingly innocent thoughts, like maybe..…